YOHOO readers 们!! Apology for not updating for long time, bet some of you shed tears regarding this issue.. Because seriously, it's just a blog only, what's there to make a big fuss over.HUH ? HUH ? OKAY?!? next time, dun ever even shed a tear over this me/blog.. okayy?? *BLINK BLINK (abit an shuang) Alright, reason for not updating the blog was due to my hectic schedule during the whole whole period of time.

Monday

Right after delivering papers to the Pw comp lab room if not CCA, i've to always take a bus to interchange the another bus to another spot for another bus to head to.. err.. well.. Angsana home.

Peter Chew

Well, i'm sure you guys are not convinced that i am a Good samaritan after a paper scandal defamed by a fat.. Oh well forget it ba. Back to the main point, this folk is Peter who treats me as his bff.. sharing his secrets to me on every monday and wednesday noon. Some of his stories are very sad can... is like. when i listen le, tears just streamed down my rosy cheek. Ahh, well, can't be helped since i'm an emotional and sentimental dude.. I heard the nurses there always said he would be frowning, but that's very weird because whenever i turn up after pw in school, he's awlays illuminated with smiles... er.. can someone tell me why??? O_O *puzzled. Well, there's many more people to help that's why i have no time to blog. HAHA i realised i've been doing good deeds discreetly and not sharing to everyone, nvm la. i know i'm good can le, i wont go around bragging to people what i've done de

FROM TUE-THURS

I went to overseas, hence, there wasnt time in my hand to update the blog. I went to a country which i've learnt many things from there. i've learnt that i've always been fortunate and others, except me, have been taking for granted in Sg. But i do not want to mention names like karyl etc etc.. I went to Africa to provide food, water and some clothing for them. The volunteer organisatin actually wanted to vote me as the leader.. OMG can you believe that.. cannot be one la siao sia... anyhow lor. is like so random can?! of course i rejected it (polishing a gold prestige

badge)

This is my partner johnny and a child, Raj.

We took turn to take care of him and i've learnt many things during this trip. I've learnt that there are development aids and other form of aids to the country from other nations. Also, I went into to one of the school and saw students. I was appalled.. appalled.. steady seriously shocked.. Each child has a laptop!!! a green colour de!! Oh ya, suddenly some of the laptops seem to fail and it took me a toil to fix them. hahaah but i didnt complain or boast much about because there's seriously nth to be prooud of de.

er.. this picture has nth got to do with the post, just find the clouds very awesome-looking. However, if readers are trying to relate it to someone... well i've no opinion regarding that de..;D

Friday

~ A SAD DAY~~ to be continued

A HUGE MISUNDERSTANDING, THE GREATEST DISTRESS EVER!!

REFLECTION: Sometimes i wish that everyone would be more understanding, less rash and harsh when comes to deriving to a certain conclusion. Human beings always feel there's a need to make a big fuss over some issues esp aunties.. those really LARGEEE and UPSIZED one... :/. I felt so hurt inside as though a razor blade has been scrapping my heart(smiling while rolling my electrifiying eyes).. OUCH! when, i feel extremely down right now after been maligned for something i've not done. Well, it wasnt my parents, siblings but some close friends and the cheek fellow that i mention the other day (remember tt one, pointing at the lumpy and motionless object). Well, despite feeling extremely depressed, i hope to gain no sympathy from you guys (tears are streaming). How i wish i can hide my sorrow, always pretending to smile. So basically just show me a little bit more of understanding, love and care. i know i'm asking kind of much and this is an attempt to gain some sympathy from you guys.. sooo.. basically, just ignored the fourth line before this line. ;D

Well, here it goes..

readers, you guys need to take note if there's an anonoymous lumpy object claims that there's a chatlog which is likely to be false and edited:

WALAO!
(9:28 PM) karylL:
WHERE?!?!?!
(9:28 PM) karylL:
WHERE THE PAPER FROM?
(9:28 PM) karylL:
MA DE SIA!
(9:28 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
my webbing between thumb and finger almost cannot support
(9:28 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
haha comp lab
(9:28 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
yep
(9:28 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
i'm proud of it
(9:28 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
;D
(9:28 PM) karylL:
THAT TIME FROM AIRPORT ONE YOU FINISHED ALL ALREADY???
(9:28 PM) karylL:
WALAO!
(9:29 PM) karylL:
ONLY YOU KAPOK?!?!?!?!
(9:29 PM) karylL:
MA DE YOU DAMN CHEAPSKATE SIA!
(9:29 PM)
karylL has changed his/her personal message to "> WOAH HURRY LOOK AT MARCUS' DP AGAIN. FASTER!!!! SO CHEAPSKATE LOR!!! }/ Number 1."
(9:29 PM) karylL:
WALAO MARCUS.....
(9:29 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
HAVEN
(9:29 PM) karylL:
THAT TIME AIRPORT
(9:29 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
I TAKE INCASE LA
(9:29 PM) karylL:
NOW SCHOOL
(9:29 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
MA DE
(9:30 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
DUN MAKE ME BLOG LA
(9:30 PM) karylL:
BLOG LA!
(9:30 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
OK
(9:30 PM) karylL:
ANW YOUR BLOG SUCKS LA
(9:30 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
U FORCED ME DE
(9:30 PM) karylL:
GO GO GO
(9:30 PM) karylL:
LIKE I CARE
(9:30 PM) karylL:
MA DE
(9:30 PM) karylL:
AIRPORT ONE HAVENT FINISH THEN KAPOK AGAIN
(9:30 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
ma de
(9:30 PM) karylL:
BARELY 6 MONTHS IN TPJC
(9:30 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
cannot meh
(9:30 PM) karylL:
THEN LIKE THAT
(9:30 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
i tell u
(9:30 PM) karylL:
WHAT A CHEAPO
(9:33 PM)
karylL has changed his/her personal message to "> WOAH HURRY LOOK AT MARCUS' DP. FASTER!!!! SO CHEAPSKATE LOR! }/ Number 1."
(9:33 PM)
karylL has changed his/her personal message to "> WOAH HURRY LOOK AT MARCUS' DP. FASTER!!!! SO CHEAPSKATE LOR! (not my cousy) }/ Number 1."
(9:34 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
hahaha i dun care!!!
(9:35 PM) karylL:
MA DE
(9:35 PM) karylL:
STILL DENY
(9:35 PM) karylL:
WANT GIVE PAPER
(9:35 PM) karylL:
SHIT YOU LA

In fact, whether you believe or not the truth is:

(9:28 PM) karylL:
WHERE?!?!?!
(9:28 PM) karylL:
WHERE THE PAPER FROM? what the hell, give school no give me sia...
(9:28 PM) karylL:
MA DE SIA! SO SELFISH!
(9:28 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
my webbing between thumb and finger almost cannot support, hahaa i provided the school lab with papers from home after realising that many face problems while printing :) haha the school needs more than you do man.. try to understand please:)
(9:28 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
haha comp lab
(9:28 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
yep
(9:28 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
i'm proud of it by contributing such a great deed
(9:28 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
;D
(9:28 PM) karylL:
THAT TIME FROM AIRPORT ONE YOU FINISHED ALL ALREADY???
(9:28 PM) karylL:
WALAO!
(9:29 PM) karylL:
ONLY YOU KAPOK?!?!?!?!
(9:29 PM) karylL:
MA DE YOU DAMN CHEAPSKATE SIA!
(9:29 PM)
karylL has changed his/her personal message to "> WOAH HURRY LOOK AT MARCUS' DP AGAIN. FASTER!!!! SO CHEAPSKATE LOR!!! }/ Number 1."
(9:29 PM) karylL:
WALAO MARCUS.....
(9:29 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
huh? Hey what are you talking about ah? i completely dun get you seriously... can you let read the above chat clearly first
(9:29 PM) karylL:
THAT TIME AIRPORT
(9:29 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
airport? what airport? u mean the centre with one large aquarium in each terminal issit?
(9:29 PM) karylL:
NOW SCHOOL
(9:29 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
huh? ohh.. haha yea, since i had plentiful of papers, i just give some to the airport lor:) hahaah no big deal la
(9:30 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
i really hate it when u are misunderstanding the entire situation lor
(9:30 PM) karylL:
SO? I JUST LOVE MAKING U FEEL SAD
(9:30 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
OK
(9:30 PM) karylL:
BTW YOUR BLOG SUCKS LA, EXPOSE ALL THE TRUTH.
(9:30 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
huh?!!? i dun get you, as a blogger, i have the responsibility to uphold whatever credibility of the content posted and i am proud to announce it's 100%true, FAT FREE.
(9:30 PM) karylL:
AIRPORT ONE HAVENT FINISH THEN KAPOK AGAIN
(9:30 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
Fine, just misunderstand me ba, anyway i'm used to being subjected to ur judgement.
9:30 PM) karylL:
BARELY 6 MONTHS IN TPJC, ur blog is so hot?!!?!? hah! i gonna blog to downplay you.. hehehe
(9:30 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
cannot meh, i just expressed whatever i truly feel ma
(9:30 PM) karylL:
THEN LIKE THAT WHO ASK U BE SO TRUE
(9:30 PM) MARC.YoghurT-htt:
i tell u, one man has to be truthful in whatever he speaks man.. u just dun get it thru ur airhead issit??
karylL has changed his/her personal message to "> WOAH HURRY LOOK AT MARCUS' DP. FASTER!!!! SO CHEAPSKATE LOR! }/ Number 1."
(9:33 PM)
karylL has changed his/her personal message to "> WOAH HURRY LOOK AT MARCUS' DP. FASTER!!!! SO CHEAPSKATE LOR! (not my cousy) }/ Number 1."
(9:35 PM) karylL:
MA DE, i'm gonna downplay u and make everyone hates u, i'm jealous >.<




fig 1.1(perspiring and exhausted yet v delighted due to his passion to serve others)
Ok if this picture can mislead u guys so much then i need to explain cleaarly what this good Samaritan has been doing. okok, with reference to fig 1.2, superficial people would be thinking that i'm arranging the large stacks of papers and preparing them into my bag as misunderstood by fig 1.1. IN FACT, it is that with reference to fig 1.1, i am pulling out the stack of paper with great effort as proven by my strained eyes and the perspiration in my temples. As knowing that my tutor faces some sort of challenges in satisfying the students' needs, she went high and low just to search for the resource. Being an extremely kind boy, i immediately jot down in my diary, kitty, to remind myself to bring this chunk of paper which is as thick as karyl's skin. Then subsequently, with reference to fig 1.2, i arranged the paper before slotting them in various printers. tt's all -/

fig 1.2 (halo above the polite boy is cut due to poor expertise of the photographer)

Ranting: if u're jealous regarding the papers just tell me, i will give u de. plus i hope dun because our previous quarrels then affect ur impression of me, clouding ur judgement. i'm still a great person:D

god bless!

karylL says:
hi!!
MARC.YoghurT-http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/ says:
huh me? u talking to me?
karylL says:
yep yep.. how have u been doing uh?
MARC.YoghurT-http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/ says:
ahaha trying my best to get over ur shattered heart due to a loss of a kin, haha but i've gotten use to it le..;D
karylL says:
ohya i want tell you something
karylL says:
u dun feel sad at all le ah?
MARC.YoghurT-http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/ says:
no longer.. my heart has turned to steel.
karylL says:
ohhh. can i like apologise? cos initially i tot it would play a large impact on u.. didnt expect my role to be of such insignifance.. haha.. but really life sucks without you.. today c u play ball so shuai
MARC.YoghurT-http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/ says:
haha dun worry la everything's still fine =)


PERSONAL THOUGHTS:
i was like..(touching my forehead) what-the-hell, first u tot i would be emo over such matters ah? hahaha no la siao la..(sweep my long fringe) my blog posts have always been very short and sweet and cheerful mind u.ah ah since when i got emo in blog before? mai luan luan gong hor! ok la ok la even if have is also only like 1 or 2 posts out of the entire blog de lor..steady, i wont emo de.

BUT let's not digress la, going back to tt matter, you cant just come in and out just to screw my life, oh mannn it doesnt work la can plsss... it was like so ridiculous can? Ok la, though i admit after reading i got anshuang and um chio abit la, doesnt mean im approval of your actions rightt??? Ok la, let's say that time u already know such thing will happened due to my bitchy personality and nature la, you think i will just OH lord OH lord, karyl fine, let's move on again.. come on... never shall we leave each other behind. CHEYYY~~ you think u so...........xiang meh? is like what-the-hell lor, please lor.. ok? XIANG? u sure xiang mah? then i show u what's the definition of xiang!
this?

or maybe this?

Take this!

you wanna pissed me off uh? u wanna uh? fine lor and this is what u get lor.. ok.. let's stop this crap and move on. just stop telling me such nonsense le.. i'm very sick and tired of such fabrications le (tongue pushing my cheek).

Ok la basically, even if one fine day you ignore me, i wont be sad de, i wont be so foolish to bang against the wall etc etc de la. I wont be so dumb to say that i would rather face a storm of thousand blades than getting an ignore from you. Oh MY GOD.. COME ON LA.. BE REAL!


ps: still cant get over de lah, still as emo as before de lor but i shall keep in deep inside moi heartzxcx.

karylL says:
sometimes i will be annoyed by people
karylL says:
except i dont show it haha

MARCUS (http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/) says:
WA ME LEH?
MARCUS (http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/) says:
*GULPS*
karylL says:
HAHAHAHHAHA
karylL says:
your standing also not v good
karylL says:
still gulps
karylL says:
yours when i annoyed i show
karylL says:
the dammmmmn annoyed face
karylL says:
HAHAHAHA
karylL says:
you i dont give face one
MARCUS (http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/) says:
STANDING?
MARCUS (http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/) says:
huh??? how come me u dun give face
MARCUS (http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/) says:
what the
MARCUS (http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/) says:
so u kenna annoyed by me how many times le?
karylL says:
you got face in the first place meh?
karylL says:
lost count




All of a sudden, it all stops at this moment........................................................................................... My alarm clock stop ticking, the pendulum stops oscilating, the swing stops swinging, the trees stop swaying.....the light flickered into darkness with a beam of frail light pitied me, shining on me. As a despo, i was pleased, finally, i managed.. managed to grab hold of some attention.. hopes.. dreams... passions.. crASH!!!



- All along i had always the conception that i had a blissful family, being a successful person and a subject of envy and jealousy. Yet today, i met a my setback, my downturn. no no.. not what u guys are thinking.. not my career- my 1million business, not my business rival, not my family, nope nope. It's my cousin(the cheek fellow girl.) SHE... yea it's a her(pointing my finger at that bulbous material). Dun get confused, there isnt any marital affair between us due to my countless rejection (um chio). It is that she doesnt regard me as a cousin to begin with. WhoaWHoaWHOA.. i was appalled (mouth agap with my electrifying eyes dilated). She actually claimed that she had not given me fae in the first place. Oh lord.. Oh lord.. Jeez...to be stabbed by one of the closest. I finally understand the feeling..(nodding head) yea it hurts, truth hurts, this cold stab hurts..(pulse my lips and nod more profusely) it sucks.. it taste so suck just like some squashed tomato if not some roja...well forget it. i din know she has been tolerating me for so long,(all along i've tot i've been playing my part as a noble cousin, attending to her when crisis arises). Yet today..ahhhhh(gapsing for air and pausing, closing my gorgeous eyes pain and grimace while the searing burning pain slowly spreading from the core of my heart to the tips of my fingers... harr.. it sucks really, it really hurts de lor(choking with pain). Yet, there seems that nothing i can do, there seems to be a barrier between both of us.. as i look into her eyes, our eyes met and she look away, expressing her tremendous coldness and disappointment towards me.. ahhhh.. lord.. if being sad is a crime.. i would have been flung into jail a thousand times.. i rather get blown off by a cyclone, pierce by a storm of thousand blades yet not an ignore....a simple act of ignore. That's all.. i tell no one except for my deep inside.. i do not want to be a burden/to upset anyone/to let anyone. I've to be strong(flexing my chest muscle) but.. just let me cry ba.. NO NO NO dun stop me.. i really need it... please dun bother me.. i dun wan anybody to know pls.. i will keep it to myself till my ashes fade into the thin air with solitude and loneliness...
As a lonely wolf stood statueque above the cliff and howled to grieve.. i stab myself mady in the heart with my pricky lil finger.. yet it doesnt hurt.. is god making a fool of me? does he wanna me to go through all the pains he had suffered to gain better understanding of him... and the world. i yelled insanely, slamming my six-pac body against the wall,, banging my charming pillow against the wall... haha.. i bled.. but it doesnt hurt(grimacing in pain already).. i bang bang bang... keep bleeding keep bleeding keep keep keep bleeding.. -

~~I HAVE A FAT COUSIN WITH FAT FINGERS AND FAT CHEEK AND HIGH DENSITY !~~

DUN BELIEVE AH...?? SOUNDS IMPOSSIBLE? TIME TO SHOW THE WORLD !!




SHOW U HER A FAT CHEEK











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