karylL says:
sometimes i will be annoyed by people
karylL says:
except i dont show it haha

MARCUS (http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/) says:
WA ME LEH?
MARCUS (http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/) says:
*GULPS*
karylL says:
HAHAHAHHAHA
karylL says:
your standing also not v good
karylL says:
still gulps
karylL says:
yours when i annoyed i show
karylL says:
the dammmmmn annoyed face
karylL says:
HAHAHAHA
karylL says:
you i dont give face one
MARCUS (http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/) says:
STANDING?
MARCUS (http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/) says:
huh??? how come me u dun give face
MARCUS (http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/) says:
what the
MARCUS (http://the-url-is.blogspot.com/) says:
so u kenna annoyed by me how many times le?
karylL says:
you got face in the first place meh?
karylL says:
lost count




All of a sudden, it all stops at this moment........................................................................................... My alarm clock stop ticking, the pendulum stops oscilating, the swing stops swinging, the trees stop swaying.....the light flickered into darkness with a beam of frail light pitied me, shining on me. As a despo, i was pleased, finally, i managed.. managed to grab hold of some attention.. hopes.. dreams... passions.. crASH!!!



- All along i had always the conception that i had a blissful family, being a successful person and a subject of envy and jealousy. Yet today, i met a my setback, my downturn. no no.. not what u guys are thinking.. not my career- my 1million business, not my business rival, not my family, nope nope. It's my cousin(the cheek fellow girl.) SHE... yea it's a her(pointing my finger at that bulbous material). Dun get confused, there isnt any marital affair between us due to my countless rejection (um chio). It is that she doesnt regard me as a cousin to begin with. WhoaWHoaWHOA.. i was appalled (mouth agap with my electrifying eyes dilated). She actually claimed that she had not given me fae in the first place. Oh lord.. Oh lord.. Jeez...to be stabbed by one of the closest. I finally understand the feeling..(nodding head) yea it hurts, truth hurts, this cold stab hurts..(pulse my lips and nod more profusely) it sucks.. it taste so suck just like some squashed tomato if not some roja...well forget it. i din know she has been tolerating me for so long,(all along i've tot i've been playing my part as a noble cousin, attending to her when crisis arises). Yet today..ahhhhh(gapsing for air and pausing, closing my gorgeous eyes pain and grimace while the searing burning pain slowly spreading from the core of my heart to the tips of my fingers... harr.. it sucks really, it really hurts de lor(choking with pain). Yet, there seems that nothing i can do, there seems to be a barrier between both of us.. as i look into her eyes, our eyes met and she look away, expressing her tremendous coldness and disappointment towards me.. ahhhh.. lord.. if being sad is a crime.. i would have been flung into jail a thousand times.. i rather get blown off by a cyclone, pierce by a storm of thousand blades yet not an ignore....a simple act of ignore. That's all.. i tell no one except for my deep inside.. i do not want to be a burden/to upset anyone/to let anyone. I've to be strong(flexing my chest muscle) but.. just let me cry ba.. NO NO NO dun stop me.. i really need it... please dun bother me.. i dun wan anybody to know pls.. i will keep it to myself till my ashes fade into the thin air with solitude and loneliness...
As a lonely wolf stood statueque above the cliff and howled to grieve.. i stab myself mady in the heart with my pricky lil finger.. yet it doesnt hurt.. is god making a fool of me? does he wanna me to go through all the pains he had suffered to gain better understanding of him... and the world. i yelled insanely, slamming my six-pac body against the wall,, banging my charming pillow against the wall... haha.. i bled.. but it doesnt hurt(grimacing in pain already).. i bang bang bang... keep bleeding keep bleeding keep keep keep bleeding.. -