Friday (continued)

As i enjoyed the beauty of the moon, i started seeing images formed in the pale dubloon hanging in the darkness...A middle-aged lady in her twenties, always smiling, looking healthy and koreanish and always yelling here and there enthusiastically in a highhhhhh pitch tone, never fail in making me trembling and sneezing due to her la....jokes.

Though it was a long long day, the memory stamped in my mind is hot and fresh. Soon, it resurfaces once again.

It was the last time i would see.. i mean Jessie would see me in school le.. haha she almost cried but came to a halt after seeing my disapproving yet eletricifying glances. By reference to her folorn look, i assume she will always miss me. Haha, nvm la, all good things come to an end ma, you should know the rules of this game of love mah... Sent her home but with a group of friends so wont give wrong signal like i always do (looking at kary...ahhh nvm i shall not mention names) Then she started sobbing, telling me about the past... past... past... i pondered along with her and the pendulum in Lab B204 started swinging..

It was the first econs lessons when me and my two taller friends and a lame tryant were late for her lesson. The trio were extremely afraid of coming into the class late. As i was there, as composed as usual, tucking in to my malay rice with dishes namely: steamed stingray fish with bones on it soaked in orange-yellow methyl-orange-like curry with lady fingers and other spices for flavouring, fried crispy dynamic exotic bright brilliant wonderous awesome golden crisp of the sides of the egg white which is at the same time liquid yet solidified yet vapourised in nature seemingly to be in its thermodynamic state of point of triple water and finally its royal holy glaring shiny yellow yet gold yet bronze egg yolk, THE sunny sideup spilled along with fragrant gravy of the fishes caught soothing natural breezey melang river and cooked freshly yet in a traditional way. Alright, that's not the main point, the main point is the trio were making unnecessary noises and panicking. After putting my plate, we.. i mean I swaggered and lead them to the class. Immediately, i grabbed the door knob and swung it ajar, there she appears. Upon settting her thickly make-up eyes on me, i felt a connection. Of course, courteous like often, i smiled in return for that look she gave. Then i approached and said: hey, you mind if we're late, if not we make our move.. " my trio were extremely dumbfounded and were there pulling my sleeve, begging me to retract whatever i've said. I shoved them aside and waited for her reply. She looked around and she complied in a very shy manner. At that point of time, i thought, it's absolute that she had fallen for me. I sneered and swaggered to my seat.

Then she began distributing cards of ingredients of pizza like cheese, spices and herbs, tomato sauce and as fast as she could, she pronounce: i love pizza alot! (while stealing a glimpse of me) i assume that was a hint but ignored.

AS time goes by, i began realising she's actually quite nice and at the same time naturally, she's quite lame. Hence, frequent thunderous sneezes from xh and xf could be heard. Then i remembered she treated us sugar cane drink and shared with us about her passion for korea during newspaper collection day. At that moment, she looked at me again. I was almost certain that i must have resembled such looks of a Korean ba.. but i wasnt sure. Then as time goes by, it was april 9, she seems very happy when my bdae arrives, hence, i delivered her a slice of cake, hoping it's just purely of friendship^^ then later, we went to eat and then watch movie, the sniper. I guessed she was slightly disappointed as i was sitting with clinton and brenda ba.. hahaha then after that we went home.

As time goes by, she became more open minded and friendly and compromising, (dunno if i'm the reason or not but nvm i wont sae out), then we went out another outing for Angel and Mortals. I guess she was disappointed again as i sat next to andy and lam...ahhh nvm (u know it ah..) Ok, i enjoyed the show alot, it's so intriguing with thick and intelligent plot. the entire show was just so exciting can.. is like it's the best show lor, jiang zhen de. But the one sitted next to my right was extremely annoying as she would be asking incessant questions if not blockin my view*Agitated tone. then we also dined in swensen with her treating everyone. She was just generous ba. Oh ya, during our dining, there was this irritating piece/slab of lard who was busy entertaining herself and snapping photos of me and subsequently fabricating stories and tales to put me in down in her blog. But to no avail as i know my readers/fans will always love me :D.

that was the last outing as she was leaving for smth important.. probably to know me more through some clubs ba. i shed a tear but i told no one and no one will ever ever know abt it. it's kept deep in my heart. Soon, she had a last tutorial with us in an air conditioned room. we learnt essay but i realised she occassionally looked at me, not concentrating in her teaching. there were clear crystalines formed at the edge of her korean-like eyes and occassionally pausing for a sigh of sianzation. I gave the consoling smile as any korean pop star coould give and this gave her an ounce of strength to finish her remaining slides. I guess valentine topic in the slides of the lesson greatly affected her too.. but idk why la...(shrugs)

The pendulum in lab B204 stopped oscillatng then on. Friday arrives. She broke down. I gave her an encouraging smile and asked her to stay strong. I went out of the staff room for a moment (if u guys realised, clinton should have ba) actually i went out to pound my chest in agony that this precious and valuable teacher is going to leave. T_________T .. then i went back, smiling as always. Hais, i'm always liddat lor.. always put others before me.. hais... cant be helped i guess =/ (um chio) Carried her bag, everyone was walking with a note of sorrow in their footsteps. i was swaggering behind her. But hor, i realise that hor the trail left behind her were drops and drops of water instead of footsteps.. i was puzzled la.. i looked up at the sky, it was so-not-going-to-rain weather can.. (SHRUGS) we continued our journey and sent her home. She bade a final farewell upon us.. mouth is say GOODBYE MY FRIEND, byebye charmaine.. byebye clinton.. byebye andy.. byebye marcus.. byebye karyl.. but i realise she was not coordinating with her speecph, always looking and waving at me while speaking. Then we left with my hands tug into my pockets. this marks the end of our fate. I dropped the second tear (but stop.. cause big girls dont cry...)leaving a spot of water on the earth.. i finally understood.. i understood.. why the ground treaded by ms tang was a line of spots of water.. i understood le... wad a small girl heh!

A braking screech of a car JAGGGGGG, just like the sound of someone falling down, jolted me out of my reminisce.. i smiled and coontinued my appreciation of the moon while a song was tuned from my neighbour.... goodbye my lover..goodbye my friend.. u've been the one... blah blah blah de ~~(She looked at me while bidding the farewell), i gladly know it all le... the third drop just stream down and drench my neighbour's clothes hung outside and the silence of the night was destroyed by her screams...